I loved to have you known before
you have discovered the love, the desire.. before you can
suffer. before your hopes  start to rise, while your dreams still
pure and nave, without that false image you have of what
is belong to other person. Loved to have you known
before you be afraid of your future and feelings.


i don`t know why i still Love you this way, after all.
I never meant to let it die, 'cause i`ve never promised a lie.

Hurt kiss you and felt your hands on my face..
on my body.. knowing that left few minutes to go away,
to leave you once again.. to get to miles from you again.
and now hurts more, knowing that was our last moment,
hearing that song i used to play on repeat once and once again.
yeah without you i`m miserable at best.
why do you brought me up here? why can`t i move on without you?
« ..we both know that i`m not that strong »
I always only ask you from sincerity, and the once you achieve that
was in the most cruel way you could do it. you were so Cold!
, but it was like i was knowing that this would happen.
you know that i always knew when something was wrong,
but i never expected this to be happening, i don`t even thought it
could be this way.
FUCK!!! im missing you soooo muuchhh ..
i`m missing our first times you made me feel sooo luv`d!
time moves slowly while you`re gone..
those times by your side were gone so fast.
today,  we would make 8mths and 2weeks ;; and i realy miss your
smile, your lips and your kiss, your eyes and you lookin at me. your skin and your touch.. your body. your simple words.

- i can only say « LUCKY. I´m in Love with my BestFriend. (L)»
[if you realy consider me, too. just from me!]

(sorry, i was rude to you, bu think how much this last times have
been difficult to me. waiting so hopefull for end like this.
This is not fair. i`m hurting for that lies. just understand)

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                                                                       - inês Rosa